"Mein Leben ist wunderbar, und dein?.."

[Nonexisting]

Once agian, I don't really know what's wrong with me. I just had that weird, awkward talk and I still can't believe that it's me these wonderful things happen to. I get the chance to see the world. To feel it. To see it from the inside.
It takes one call to change everything, right? One call to learn that everything is gone. One call to realise that it's been for a reason. All of it. One call to drive you crazy and a pair of words to fix it once and for all.
I'm going to Sweden tomorrow morning. With the people who I've never seen before. It's absolutely free for me. And it's gonna be great. Now I have the money and it will be different this time. No more drinking games, no more Swedish blokes thinking that I'm going to marry them next day and no more... Weird decisions.

Since April my life has been a constant competition with that one person... Even though I don't want to admit it, it was. It is. And now I think that I'm one more step closer to victory.
I'm calmer. I know a lot more than I used to. I stick to one place. (At least I try to.) And there aren't any more lies and any more bad people.

Take care, guys.
Loving you,
D-L.

@темы: i am a weirdo, eng

Comments

[Deni Vidro]

Зачем ты туда едешь?..

[Nonexisting]

Deni Vidro, международная олимпиада по химии(физике и математике еще, но это не ко мне) и шоппинг.(:

[Deni Vidro]

В каких олимпиадах ты еще не учавствовала?)
Классно. Уверен, там очень красиво.

[Nonexisting]

Deni Vidro, физика, французский, ОБЖ, физ.-ра, э
Яизаснула и ничего не повторила

[синешейка]

Nonexisting, я, конечно, с огромным опозданием, но надеюсь, что поездка будет замечательной

[Nonexisting]

синешейка, огромное тебе спасибо.(:
И, никогда не бывает поздно!