Everyone is gone till Saturday and I suddenly feel like when I went to England for the first time. The whole world is opened to me. And I don't have to answer to anyone.
I can stay at home for the whole day wearing some rags that's worth more than my monthly income has ever been. I can listen to stupid songs and watch movies. Or I can call that woman and spend 20 hours a day working.
I haven't been at home for the whole day since.... Was it October? And i feel so great now.

Hab keine Angst vor deinen Schwächen
Fürchte nie deine Fehler aufzudecken
Sei bedacht, beruhigt und befreit
Sei auch verrückt von Zeit zu Zeit

You might have doubts about my attitude to the world but I know that it's right. It's the way it should be. Sometimes I can be oh so sad but sometimes it's that feeling that fills me with some ridiculous bubbly substance. Thanks to that thing I dealt with a lot of stuff and helped so many, which was worth Al my outbreaks altogether.
I would say that it's like Champagne but it's so much more and so much better(even if we're talking bout Moët). And I don't want to change it. For if I change myself that would be different person. So... I believe that it's good to have such idiotic people like me cause we're the ones who make others dream and hope. Make others better.
And that's the thing.

@темы: i am a weirdo, eng